Not Sorry

I want to take this time to apologize for giving you that black eye. There are lots of rational reasons why. I could tell you that it is because I was beat as a child and abusers abuse people Or because I have anger that I am unable to control The real answer is I wanted to give you a black eye And here is the honest answer why I wanted you to walk around as embarrased as I am After allowing you to always come home in the AM Not from working More from fucking Some random chick Who you want me to believe is just some bitch And now she pregnant And just like your eye, I went all dark inside So yeah, I meant to give you that black eye Keep standing in front of me trying to convince me that you love me And Ima give you a bloody nose to match See the laws gone have to catch me Because for years I went round and round with you clown Loved you and let go of all of myself Sacrificed 8 years of my life With that promise of being your wife And now you got some rando pregnant Before I knew it my fist were flying Connecting with your face Because I finally know my place I am going to give you this time to pack your stuff and keep your life And figure out my contructive ways to handle this strife But, I wanted to take this time to apologize for giving you only one black eye, without making the other one match