Unborn Angel

I was not expecting you So soon after your sister Yet, I loved you before I even met you As soon as I gathered my thoughts You were leaving my body in the form of blood clots You never even took a breath I grieve the love that filled me when that stick said plus and the lab test said you were in me Sitting in the ER listening hard to the nurse give me instructions on what to do first I cried As I write this now I cry When I tell the story I cry I don't know why being in love with someone I never met Makes me so upset But, it hurts everyday like I buried you myself The only solace that I have is that everything happens for a reason Things always have a time and a season I am thankful for the children that I have However, I still grieve the one I didn't have The blessing is, I am no longer mad about it So, I will meet you one day My unborn Angel